Best Kept Secrets Page 9
“I want to do it too, Cass,” he admitted in a low voice. “But I’ll pull out after the first spurt to minimize the risk.”
“No.” I shook my head adamantly. “No, Josh, if we’re going to do this, we ought to do it right. I want you inside me as deep as you can go. And…” I blushed as I spoke, but I had to get my point across. “And I want every drop of your cum inside me,” I continued. “Inside my pussy.”
He raised an eyebrow at me. “I tend to come a lot, Cassandra. And you know the more cum in your pussy, the greater the risk.”
“I don’t care,” I said, holding his gaze with mine. “Fill me up, Josh—fill me with your cum.”
He looked at me wonderingly. “You’re really willing to go that far with me?”
I nodded firmly. “I don’t care about risks or consequences right now, Josh. I only care about you—about us.”
“Okay then,” he murmured, looking into my eyes. “Hold on tight, Cass. I’m going to fuck you as deep as I can, and I’m not pulling out, no matter what.”
“Yes, Josh.” Obediently, I did as he said, tightening my grip and tilting my pelvis to give him better access to my pussy. I had never felt so full before, so opened. But somehow I knew it was good, was right to let Josh do this. After all, I loved him as I loved no one else. He meant the universe to me, and this was the only way to make him whole again. If he needed to fuck me and fill my pussy with his cum, then I would let him do it—over and over again if necessary.
Josh gripped my hips and began to really pound into me, bottoming out with each stroke, pressing hard against the mouth of my womb with each thrust of his thick cock. I don’t know how long he lasted, only that it seemed to go on forever. Time stood still as I held his shoulders, gasping with pleasure and trying to be open enough for his rough, thorough fucking.
Suddenly the delicious thrill of having Josh fill my pussy with his cock was too much. I realized afresh how much I loved him, how much I had always loved him, and I didn’t care that he was my stepbrother. The only thing that mattered was the love we had for each other. Even though what we were doing felt scary and forbidden, I knew our love would conquer and win through, enabling us to be together no matter what.
“Josh!” I gasped, calling his name as he pounded into me. “Josh, I love you! I love you, so much!”
Josh looked down at me, and I saw something shift in his eyes. Suddenly, it was as though the Beast was there with us. I saw his primal lust grow in Josh’s blue gaze…and then I saw it swallowed up by the love Josh felt for me and knew the two had merged.
“I love you, Josh,” I said again.
“I love you too, Cassie.” Bending, he took my mouth in a long, hot, possessive kiss. At the same time, he gripped my hips even tighter and thrust as deep as he could, burying his cock to the hilt inside me. There he held me, rock-solid and steady, as he began to come.
I gasped as his hot cum bathed the mouth of my womb. There was no going back now—I was taking it all, opening myself for Josh’s cock and cum, and he was giving it to me, filling me in short, hard spurts, pumping it deep in my pussy to be sure I didn’t lose a single drop, just as I had asked.
I knew that our actions tonight would change our relationship forever, but it felt so good to let him do this, to let him fill me, that I couldn’t seem to care about that. I only knew that I never wanted him to stop. And I knew that I would do this again—would open my legs for him and let him fuck me and come in me—no matter what the outcome.
Finally, our mutual pleasure ebbed. For a long time we lay panting together in a nest of sweetly entangled limbs. Then Josh raised himself on one elbow and looked down at me.
“All right,” he said in a low voice. “Tell me now, Cassie, do you remember anything like that?”
“No,” I answered truthfully. “No, Josh, I don’t. I guess you didn’t come in me before. Not like that, anyway.”
He sighed and pulled out of me slowly, his cum-streaked cock sliding wetly from my freshly fucked pussy. “I’m sorry, sweetheart,” he murmured. “So sorry.”
“For what?” I asked gently. “We had to do it.”
“Why? In order for you to let me know how far I went before?” He gave me a bitter smile. “Let’s be honest with ourselves, Cass—that was mostly an excuse.”
“Yes, it was,” I admitted. “But it doesn’t matter because we still had to do this.”
“Explain.” Josh rolled on his side to face me and propped up his head on one hand.
I took a deep breath. “The real reason we had to make love was to bring the two halves of your personality back together.”
“What?” He frowned. “What are you talking about?”
I explained to him what the Svortzian had told me and how determined I had been to get him to make love to me because of it.
“So you should be cured now,” I finished, when I had given him all the details. “The Beast won’t be coming out to play anymore.”
“So that’s why you were willing to go so far with me. To actually let me fuck you and come in you.” Josh sat up abruptly and rubbed a hand over his face. “I see. It all makes sense now.”
“Josh, no…” I sat up too. “I don’t think you understand.”
“I understand everything,” he said bitterly. “I understand that we crossed a line. A line we should never have crossed.”
“That’s not true. Look at me, Josh. No, look at me.” I spread my thighs and gestured to where his cum was leaking slowly from my pussy.
“What am I supposed to see?” he demanded. “The fact that I took you? That I did what I swore I’d never do—hurt you in a way that—”
“Stop it,” I said sharply. I put a hand on his arm and spoke more softly. “I wanted it, Josh. And I still want it—I want you.”
He raised an eyebrow at me. “You’re suggesting we should do this again? Are you telling me you’ll spread your legs and let me fuck you anytime I want?”
“That’s exactly what I’m saying,” I said, looking him in the eyes. “Because I love you, Josh, and not as a stepbrother. As a man. As a mate. Please…” I swallowed, wishing my mouth wasn’t so dry. “Please tell me you feel the same.”
“Oh, Cassie,” he whispered. “I do, but I shouldn’t. This just isn’t right. We can say we’re not related by blood all we want to, but I’ve tried so hard never to look at you like this. Never to see you as anything but my stepsister.”
“And I still see you as my stepbrother. But the operative word is step. Tell me, Josh, who are we hurting? Our parents are gone, and we don’t have any other relatives to shock.”
He raised an eyebrow at me.
“What about your Great-Aunt Gertrude?”
I laughed. “She’ll get over it. Or not, who cares?”
“You’ll give her a heart attack,” he said drily. “She’ll think she should have tried harder to take you in and save you from a life of debauchery.”
I snorted. “Right.”
“I’m serious though, Cassie,” he said softly. “A lot of people are going to see it that way.”
“I know. But it’s not like we have to go work in an office every day where people will be staring at us and whispering. We’re out here—in the field, together. You’re the one I care about—not some coworker or colleague who might point the finger just because our relationship is a little unconventional.”
“A little unconventional? Cass—”
“What does it matter how other people see us as long as we love each other and want to be together? I want you, Josh. And if you want me too…well, why shouldn’t we have each other. In every way?”
He stroked my cheek. “I do want you, Cass. I do want to be with you in every way possible. I have for years—even before your, uh, transformation.”
“You wanted me even before I grew these?” I nodded down at my full, bare breasts.
Josh smiled and nodded. “Well, I have to admit those made it harder to push my feelings aside. But, yes, I think…I think I’ve always wante
d you. I just felt so ashamed about it. I never even let myself think about it—let alone act on it.”
“Well, we’ve acted on it now.”
“We certainly have,” he agreed drily.
“All I’m saying is, let’s keep acting on it, whenever we want to. After all, why shouldn’t we?”
“Why shouldn’t we?” Josh echoed. Pulling me close, he hugged me tight, his cock rubbing against my open pussy in an intimate embrace that sent shivers of desire down my spine. “Things are never going to be the same between us now.”
“They’ll be better,” I promised him. Biting my lip, I pressed my tingling clit against his rapidly hardening shaft. “In the meantime, if you’d like to do it again…”
“Yes.” He looked into my eyes as he rubbed his cock slowly against me. “Yes, Cassie, I think I do.”
“Good,” I whispered and spread my legs for him again. “Then do it, Josh—make love to me again.”
And he did.
Loose Id Titles by Evangeline Anderson
Best-Kept Secrets
Dangerous Cravings
Eyes Like a Wolf
Forbidden
Hunger Moon Rising
Outcast
Picture Perfect
Slave Boy
Sweet Dreams
The Assignment
The Last Bite
The Lost Books, Vols 1 and 2
The Punishment of Nicollet
Till Kingdom Come
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Interludes
The Switch
(featuring characters from Dangerous Cravings)
Fireworks
I’ll Be Hot for Christmas
(featuring characters from The Assignment)
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Marked
Co-written with Jay Douglas
Evangeline Anderson
Evangeline Anderson is a registered MRI tech who would rather be writing. And yes, she is nerdy enough to have a bumper sticker that says “I’d rather be writing.” Honk if you see her! She is thirty-something and lives in Florida with a husband, a son, and two cats. She had been writing erotic fiction for her own gratification for a number of years before it occurred to her to try and get paid for it. To her delight, she found that it was actually possible to get money for having a dirty mind and she has been writing paranormal and Sci-fi erotica steadily ever since.