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  healing the Broken

  A Brides of the Kindred Christmas Novel

  Evangeline Anderson

  Healing the Broken

  Evangeline Anderson

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  Copyright © 2017 by Evangeline Anderson

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  *Author's Note: This is my first ever Kindred Christmas novel and I'm so excited to share it with you. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!

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  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Epilogue

  Sneak Peek at The Sacrifice

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  Chapter One

  “He wanted to bite me. He actually wanted to bite me! Can you believe that?” The slender blonde girl dressed in an expensive looking professional gray suit sounded both incensed and incredulous. “I mean, who’s going to take the position when being bitten is one of the job requirements?”

  Me, thought Sarah grimly. I will. Because I don’t have a choice. Because I need this job too badly to turn it down for any reason.

  She looked down at herself, contrasting her ratty, ill-fitting black skirt and faded blue blouse with the blonde’s professional attire. One of the volunteers at the women’s shelter had kindly loaned Sarah a black blazer to wear with her outfit but it didn’t fit right, bulging oddly over her too-large breasts.

  In fact, all of Sarah was too large—she was definitely what could kindly be called “plus sized.” But that was all right with her. It was better to be bigger, safer to be overweight at the Compound. Father Caleb was far less likely to notice you that way. In fact, Sarah had managed to be overlooked for years until—

  She pushed the image out of her mind. Better not to think of that right now. She’d gotten away from the Compound and no one from The Brotherhood could find her—at least they hadn’t found her yet. And maybe, just maybe if she could get this job on the Kindred Mother Ship, they would never be able to find her again.

  “Sarah Michaels,” called the bored voice of the attendant.

  Sarah started at the sound of her name. She’d thought about giving a fake one but she had to have something real to put on her resume, which contained no actual work experience except for the secretarial duties she’d done in The Brotherhood’s home office.

  She patted her thick chestnut hair, rolled into a bun at the nape of her neck, and adjusted her round glasses nervously on the bridge of her nose. The glasses were another part of her act—her camouflage. The lenses were clear, non-prescription glass—a pair she’d found in the drugstore years ago when her mother had first entered The Brotherhood, dragging Sarah and her father along with her. Sarah didn’t need them to see but they, along with her frumpy clothes and the extra weight she’d put on, kept her from being of interest to men.

  Especially to The Prophet, Father Caleb.

  Several strands of hair had escaped from her bun and she pushed them back impatiently, wincing at the small pain in her palm as she did so. She’d cut her hand somehow, on the steel side of the seat in front of her on the bus. The small wound had mostly stopped bleeding but she hadn’t been able to get a band-aid to cover it. Surreptitiously, she blotted it one last time on the underside of her rusty black blazer, glad that the blood stain wouldn’t show.

  “Sarah Michaels?” said the attendant again. She was a slim brunette seated at a gray metal desk. It matched the gray couches scattered around the large lobby of the Tampa Human Kindred Relations building, where the interviews were being held. Beside her was a twelve foot tall Christmas tree, decorated with red and gold ornaments and tinsel. It was incongruously colorful in the bland surroundings and it didn’t match the weather either—which was hot.

  Of course in Tampa, it was always hot.

  “I’m here,” Sarah said, in a voice that trembled only a little. “I’m ready.”

  She hoped.

  “All right—go in through the double doors. Commander Sazar is in the second office on the left. He already has your resume.”

  “Thank you.” Sarah bobbed her head nervously. “So…I’m interviewing with him exclusively? I mean, there aren’t any other, uh, supervisors or—”

  “Commander Sazar doesn’t let anyone else help make his decisions,” the attendant said briskly. “He’s very particular about who he hires and he won’t allow anyone else to have a say in it.”

  “Oh…okay. So I’m going to be in there alone with him?” Sarah asked.

  The attendant must have seen the look of uncertainty on her face because the bored indifference of her own expression softened a little.

  “Hey, don’t worry—he doesn’t bite unless you give permission first. He’s a Blood Kindred—not a monster.”

  So the blonde applicant who had stalked out of her interview in a huff had been telling the truth—Commander Sazar did bite. Or at least he wanted to bite. Oh God, what had she gotten herself into?

  I haven’t gotten into it yet and I need this job, Sarah reminded herself grimly. I need to get away from Earth and hide somewhere The Brotherhood and Father Caleb can never find me.

  She could still remember the last girl who had run away from the Compound—Jennifer Hastings—that had been her name though everyone called her Sister Jenny.

  Sarah remembered how the Controllers had found her and brought her back, tied and gagged in the back of a van. The way she had screamed and struggled. And later, the drugged, dazed look on her bruised face when she stood before the alter to become a Bride of the Prophet, as all young women in The Brotherhood were expected to do so they could bear holy children to replenish the Compound…

  Sarah pushed the memory away and gripped her tattered brown handbag firmly. Inside it was a cheap comb, a little tube of clear lip gloss she’d gotten as a free sample at the drugstore, and her birth certificate, which she’d managed to steal from the files of The Brotherhood before she ran. That was important because she didn’t have a driver’s license—women in The Brotherhood weren’t allowed to drive. She didn’t even have bus fare for a ride back. If she failed th
is interview, she’d be walking back to the shelter.

  Well then, I’d better not fail.

  Taking a deep breath, she lifted her chin and pushed through the double doors to go meet Commander Sazar—the man, or rather Kindred, she hoped would be her new boss.

  * * * * *

  Sazar looked up in irritation as the final applicant knocked timidly at his door. None of the other applicants had been right and the last one had been the worst of all—slim and blonde which reminded him entirely too much of Malinda.

  The thought of his dead wife’s name caused a dull ache to rise in his heart. She had been his mate for just three years before she had been taken from him leaving only the boy behind. The boy who looked so much like her with his golden blond hair and large blue eyes…

  He pushed the thought of his son away guiltily. He ought to go and see the boy—he knew he should. But work kept him so busy and every time he saw Tsandor it was as though Malinda was looking at him through those crystal blue eyes…

  “Commander Sazar?” The girl had a soft, low voice he found oddly soothing. Her appearance was soothing too—nothing at all like Malinda, he saw with satisfaction.

  She was plump and short—she wouldn’t even reach his shoulder, Sazar estimated, taking her in with his sharp, pale eyes. She had a soft, pretty face and her hair was dark brown. Her eyes, somewhat obscured behind round lenses, were an indeterminate shade of hazel. Perfect—she didn’t resemble his lost wife in any way.

  Then her scent hit him.

  He stiffened a little as she walked into the temporary office he was using for Earth-side interviews. Gods, that scent. It was light and fresh and feminine but there was a deeper note underneath—a sweet, coppery aroma.

  The scent of fresh blood.

  Haven’t smelled blood that sweet since Malinda!

  As a Pitch-Blood Kindred, Sazar had what other Blood Kindred considered a disability. Instead of biting only to heal or pleasure his mate, he actually needed blood. Not a lot of it and not often but it had to be from a willing female and right now it had been days since he’d had a female willing to let him bite her.

  He could still remember his last executive assistant—her big, frightened eyes and the way she’d trembled when she allowed him to bare her wrist for his fangs. The way she’d fainted from the pain when he pierced her…

  Sazar had let her go after that, much to her obvious relief. He couldn’t help it that his bite was so painful—it would hurt any female who wasn’t either his mate or at least reasonably compatible with him. There were ways to make it hurt less but he couldn’t engage in that kind of activity with a female who worked for him. He couldn’t help needing blood but he refused to take advantage in that way.

  “Commander Sazar?” the girl said again and he realized he’d been sitting there, staring at her—More like smelling her, whispered a sarcastic little voice in his brain—and not saying a word.

  “Ms…” He looked down at the resume in his hands—which had hardly anything on it.

  “Michaels,” she finished for him. “Sarah Michaels.” She walked up to the desk and held out her hand.

  Sazar started to take it, then realized this was where the scent of fresh blood was coming from. Gods, it smelled good! So fucking tempting he wanted to drag her across the desk and bury his double set of fangs—which were growing longer and sharper by the minute—in the ivory skin of her throat.

  No! He pushed the impulse away harshly. Yes, her blood smelled good—incredible to be honest—but that was only because he’d gone without for far too long. He would ignore his darker instincts and conduct this interview in a professional manner.

  He had no choice.

  Chapter Two

  Commander Sazar, like all Kindred warriors, was absolutely huge.

  His shoulders, under the wine-red uniform shirt he was wearing, were probably twice as broad as Sarah’s own and she guessed that if he was this tall sitting down, he would probably be nearly seven feet tall standing. He had pitch-black hair—so shiny and dark it reminded Sarah of a crow's glossy feathers—and eyes that were a sharp, pale color which was almost white. She couldn’t decide if they were pale gray or pale blue—it was impossible to tell. The look on his chiseled features was stern without even a trace of humor.

  Not a man to mess with, Sarah decided.

  “I’m pleased to meet you,” she said, still holding out her hand.

  Ignoring her offered hand, the huge Kindred nodded brusquely at the chair across from his desk—a straight backed wooden one which looked singularly uncomfortable.

  “Please, have a seat.” His voice was a low rumble which seemed to vibrate Sarah’s bones.

  Well, maybe Kindred didn’t shake hands.

  Feeling stupid, Sarah withdrew hers and sat on the edge of the wooden chair which was every bit as uncomfortable as it looked. Had she already blown the interview? God, she hoped not.

  “Your resume is very…sparse.” Sazar looked at the mostly blank sheet of paper, frowning.

  “I know there isn’t much there,” Sarah said quickly. “I’ve, uh, been with the same, er, employer for the past five years.”

  “It says here that you’re twenty-three. So you’ve been working for this…organization since the age of eighteen?”

  She nodded. Yes, eighteen was the age she’d been promoted to The Brotherhood’s main office. At first she’d been an assistant to Sister Hope, the lovely, blonde secretary to Father Caleb.

  Because Sister Hope was slim and pretty, Sarah had been able to blend into the background. And even though she ended up doing more and more of the actual work while Sister Hope “serviced” Father Caleb, Sarah hadn’t minded. She liked scheduling appointments and booking interviews just fine—it was much better than disappearing into the closed executive suite in order to “relieve The Prophet’s needs” as Sister Hope called it.

  But then Sister Hope had started getting sick in the mornings and her belly had begun to swell…Her thickening waistline and the dark circles beneath her eyes had made her less appealing to Father Caleb, even though it was presumably his baby inside her that was causing the problems. That was when he began to turn his eyes toward Sarah…

  No, she told herself, trying not to shiver. No, I won’t think about that now—I won’t! I have to concentrate on getting this job.

  “I know I haven’t got much experience,” she told Commander Sazar, who was still studying the mostly blank page in his big hand with a frown. “But I’m very good at what I do. I’m proficient in SharePoint, Microsoft Publisher, and Excel. I can juggle your appointments with ease and make sure you’re at the right place at the right time. You’ll never miss an important interview or meeting while I’m backing you up and I can give the rest of the staff as much or as little access to you as you want.”

  “As it happens, your technical skills aren’t as useful to me as your interpersonal ones,” Sazar drawled in that deep, dark voice of his. “Do you know what I do for the Kindred, Ms. Michaels?”

  “I…I assumed you were one of their top executives,” Sarah said hesitantly. She felt foolish. After assuring him she was the perfect candidate for the job, now she had to admit she didn’t even know exactly what it was he did.

  “I am more than just an executive—I am a diplomat to high-level societies outside this solar system,” he said, frowning. “I need an assistant who can not only keep track of my paperwork and files, but who is also willing and able to come with me on intergalactic diplomatic missions and pose as my partner if necessary.”

  “You mean…I would pretend to be…to be your wife?” Sarah couldn’t keep the incredulity out of her voice.

  “Yes.” He nodded, as though it was no big deal.

  “I mean but why…why would someone like you marry someone like me?” Sarah couldn’t stop herself from asking. “I mean, look at you. You’re so big and tall and muscular and I…I’m…”

  She stopped, feeling more like an idiot than ever. She shouldn’t point out
the obvious physical disparity between them. Not if she wanted the job. But still, he looked like a male model with his muscular physique and chiseled jaw while she was just plain, dumpy little Sarah. Which was of course, the image she’d cultivated for herself for years. But she’d been hiding behind her glasses and baggy clothes and plump figure for so long, she didn’t know how to be anything else.

  “Are you implying that I wouldn’t pick you as my mate? Or that you wouldn’t choose me for yours?” Sazar’s deep voice sounded more stern than ever.

  “Neither,” Sarah said miserably. “I just…I was surprised, that’s all.”

  “All right. As I was saying, I need a female—an unattached female—to come with me and pose as a mate as well as keeping my schedule and notes in line,” he said. “And I need one soon. I’m scheduled to depart for Alquon Ultrea in the Triangulum Galaxy in a few days time. As they are a people who are always in pairs, I must have an assistant before I leave.”

  “I can do that,” Sarah said, trying not to sound too eager. “I can go with you. I don’t have any attachments here.”

  “All right. And may I call your last employer?” He tapped the resume. “I don’t see a phone number listed.”

  “Oh, uh…” Sarah swallowed hard. How could she explain that if she gave Commander Sazar the phone number to the Compound it would bring The Brotherhood straight to her? Father Caleb had chosen her to be one of his brides and if he found her…

  “I don’t even think I’ve heard of them—The Brotherhood of Peace?” Sazar frowned. “Are they some kind of religious organization?”

  “That…that’s how they, um, present themselves to the world,” Sarah said, choosing her words carefully. “Our leader, I mean their leader, Father Caleb, is respected in the business and philanthropic communities. He was able to get The Brotherhood declared a church. They have tax exempt status and everything.”

  “I see. And how long have you been with them?” Sazar raised an eyebrow at her.

  “I’ve been working in the main office since I was eighteen,” Sarah said. “But I’ve been living in the Compound since I was twelve when my parents joined and took me with them. My father left but my mother stayed and I…I stayed with her. I didn’t have a choice.”